if only for a name everywhere i go this boy i see:if only for a name by ~mmmpapimay
he is cloaked in camouflage, trying to hide
but it is as if he follows me.
since the day i've arrived at this place
thoughts of red have plagued my head
and this boy lurks near me, bearing your face.
i will transform in the midst of night
and stow away to your place
miles of walking for the pleasure of
seeing your pretty face.
my face will crack and i will shake
as i crawl to your room
slip to your side and prepare myself
to witness your coming doom.
she pulls her blade quick and quiet
a terrible hunger must she feed
she stifles his screams takes her time
he stares at her he bleeds.
eyes roll
aster let me wash rays of warmth over your skin,aster by ~mmmpapimay
cold and sad.
surround you in pleasant feelings,
cloaked in an orange aura.
let me sneak into your dreams,
dark, so dark.
candlelight will glow within you,
slowly reviving and awakening.
let me illuminate your beautiful parts,
imperfect but beautiful.
i will cover you with aster
and kiss your lips twice.
vignettes: running away isn't very hard to do i. swallowed wordsvignettes: running away isn't very hard to do by ~mmmpapimay
how quickly i trip and fall over the beauty of someone across the room.
i feel like my hopes are too good to be true.
if it's something i desire it'll never come through.
it's the rules of this world, why bother even hoping?
i'll be let down again.
ii. love?
this spirit in my abdomen contorting,
cracking my core,
becoming dead weight and just as quickly
bouncing in static across my skin
artificial electricity.
iii. serotonin
my head is a sh
february i. yours is thefebruary by ~mmmpapimay
only name
that i've wanted
to scribble upon
my chemistry
papers.
along with the
words "holy
shit." your
name is just so
pleasant and
calming to me.
it seems right. we
fit together.
we could be
perfect.
ii. today someone
in class said
"i can't believe
we're studying
something we
can't see." and
i immediately
thought of
religion and
churches and shit
like that, and
how we always
go back and
forth with
our liberal
tongues.
iii. instead of
doing my
chemistry work
i'm lying in
bed, doing
nothing
it's my own
special way
of running away.
we are so
very alike after
all.
some day you
won't b
Nothing My heart is heavy is, my eyes are dreary, my emotions stumbling inside me.Nothing by ~Kelly-keinns
There is nothing I want more than you
and yet there is nothing I can do.
It gets hard to accept this fate
Day after day after heart aching day.
My head is too muddled to think, my eyes just want to go to sleep, but my heart still
hammers out a steady beat.
Your name, it calls, every time night falls.
It aches for you, yet there is nothing I can do.
Loneliness creeps in me, and the coldness envelopes me.
All I want is you.
But alas, there is nothing I can do.
No problemo, Jessica. Thank you for drawing that for me!
Sta.sh
Sara ~♥ 
